It's been a summer invoking much agonizing. summer loves and changes always do end in afternoons of tea and sympathy. I've decided that although I love the long days and warm nights, the lazy beach days and abundance of fabulous fruit that accompanies summer, I'm looking forward to those moments when I can rug up with a good book and good CD, listening to the rain outside all by my lonesome...
And most of all I'm looking forward to the day when I can be all by my lonesome and not feel afraid of being alone, of being the one left out in the cold.
I'm starting to learn the timeless lesson of not looking to another one (and only one) person to validate who I am and accept me. It's the beginning of seeing that putting someone on a pedestal and holding them high and dry above everyone else is pointless and doesn't justify neglecting those who are there for me all along nor myself.
currently in my cd player:
George - Polyserena
Jaco Pastorious - Word of Mouth
The Roots - Game Theory
(how's that for a bit of variety?)
1 comment:
well now you have a tonne of rainy days to do that!
seems to be rainy all week according to the weather forecast.
4th sequel of sisterhood of the traveling pants is out! haha. i so want to read it. it's been sitting by my bedside for about two weeks now. untouched. and i'm scared to start because i know i won't stop and i have assignments to do! argh!
btw. we need to catch up. know i'm stating the obvious. but when are you free? i'm so out of touch with you it's ridiculous and we live so close! anyhow msg me and let me know.
xxoo
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